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Jolted

My dreams last night were a scurry of intense events, many I barely remember. What I do remember most was being in an old room, no carpet, dirty walls and floors, almost like a bathroom in a sense. I was sitting alone waiting for something I believe and suddenly I started to notice the entire room, perhaps even the earth below was vibrating strongly. The force intensified quickly and to the point that I was rendered immobile and unable to move, paralyzed by this intense vibrating force as I felt it coursing through my body like intensifying shocks of electricity. Just when I hit the point of absolute panic, I suddenly woke up into the real world but something wasn't right. I noticed I was having trouble breathing and my chest was constricting with horrible anxiety. I really don't understand what happened but I think I had stopped breathing and this was perhaps my body's way of reacting to it? It was very scary. It took me nearly an hour to return to sleep. The rest of the e...

Osheeta

It's dusk and we're gathering a team of mystical people from rhelms all over. We don't know each other but we all have a common interest, although, at this time, I don't exactly know what it is... just that we have it. Maybe we are protectors or maybe we are meant to create something to change the world. Or maybe we are meant to just be. One man arrives. He is big and strong with dark, rugged features and dressed in an almost futuristic yet archaic attire. He hovers over this cage-like mechanism... although it isn't exactly a cage. It has importance and he is the key to this device. We all are somehow. We are cooking dinner. I am inclined to do a spirit dance in the name of our food. This Asian lady or perhaps she's Native American... but I feel she's Asian... she's overseeing the flame that cooks the food. This flame is connected to this series of pipes that funnels heat to each hanging pot. In each pot is food for each individual. I hear this lady ...

Make a difference...

Last night, my two lovely children decided to wake me up. My youngest apparently decided to have a cuddle with her big brother and for some reason, he actually expected ME to get up and do something about it... lol... anyway... just before waking up, I remember having a dream where I was relaxing with some friends. This one friend of mine was upset that she had failed to help a friend of hers. She apparently thought that whatever she was doing would change her friend and improve his/her life.... I casually replied that for me, I try never to help a friend in order to change them, simply to hope to help make a difference. I don't remember a lot more about this dream as I rarely remember most dreams, but this one particular moment stood out in my mind. It's nice to know that even in my dreams, I have the ability to have profound thoughts and that it is in fact, the core of my very being. :) In life, we meet people that we feel we can help and we become disillusioned when our ef...

Harmony

I wake up (within my dream) and find myself in a room and everything around me is swirling and buzzing with life. It's as if every surface in the room is a television screen designed to transform my surroundings into whatever visuals that will please me. The room upon awakening is full of vibrant, swirling colors and soft, soothing music. It's alive and instinctively, I know I'm aboard a space ship somewhere and this room was created this way to keep me happy and comforted. As I wake up, I find myself suddenly staring out into the ocean as I leisurely relax on a sandy beach, yet I'm still in this room. Suddenly, this visual experience has shifted so that I can enjoy a beautiful, serene day on the beach with all of the amazing light, warmth and sounds that accompany it. I still know I'm aboard this space ship and I am explaining this to someone.... It is a very peaceful place to be and I am very much at peace with myself. When I woke up from the dream into the real...

Death in Dreams

Last week I had a dream that left me particularly curious. I've often heard that if you die in your dreams, you could die in the real world as well. I obviously don't buy into that because I've had dreams where I've died, last week in particular. I remember the sky was a very deep greenish red... it was dusk. I stood at the edge of what seemed to be the earth with someone very dear to me and together we acknowledged the end was here. We knew we were about to die. It was as if we were the last people on Earth and our death was destined to happen. And then I felt pulled from my life.... darkness engulfing me and I struggled to hold onto consciousness but I knew I was dying and it was inevitable so I succumbed. Moments later, I woke up from the dream... dazed... a little confused but feeling somehow at peace. I did manage to fall back to sleep but awoke later with that one dream on my mind. It really made an impact on me.

Ever have amnesia? I have....

And it happened last night. The dream seems to be fading quickly so maybe amnesia is more common than we think? I remember this living an entirely different life and only a few people from my current "real life" remained the same, but not until the very end... In this dream, I made new memories, had new friend and family members, different life experiences, maybe even a different way of thinking about things. We had moved a few times so I had memories of several different places of residency. I had become involved in a few romances that probably never lasted. They were almost out of a fairytale book. I believe one of the men I had become involved with was quite similar in appearance to a guy I currently work with, but he definitely was not the same guy. He was definitely sexy though!!!! Tall, thin, long, blonde hair... and had an aura about him that drove me nuts. It was a temporary thing. I remember the last place we moved to.... but I think it was more than one residence. W...

Art and Eruptions

There were several dreams before, but the ones I can remember pick up at the point where I attend this meeting at the UU fellowship/church I'm going to. I remember walking into the room and there are two of my co-workers and their friend, my former supervisor. I sat far away from everyone. Afterwards, I went home and somehow, I must be in my old home in Greenwood. I received a package in the mail and open it up to find some very nice high-quality, textured cards and envelopes. Further inside the box, I find bath soaps or something.... and a note of some sort that has some online screen names a "certain person" used to use and photos of his parents with their names. It was like some sort of card that his guy created as a kid and found, but decided to send to me. I remember showing it to my husband and questioning myself as to whether I should send it back or hang on to it to see what happened next. I was actually pretty irritated that he sent these things at all. Then I re...