Ever have amnesia? I have....

And it happened last night. The dream seems to be fading quickly so maybe amnesia is more common than we think? I remember this living an entirely different life and only a few people from my current "real life" remained the same, but not until the very end... In this dream, I made new memories, had new friend and family members, different life experiences, maybe even a different way of thinking about things. We had moved a few times so I had memories of several different places of residency. I had become involved in a few romances that probably never lasted. They were almost out of a fairytale book. I believe one of the men I had become involved with was quite similar in appearance to a guy I currently work with, but he definitely was not the same guy. He was definitely sexy though!!!! Tall, thin, long, blonde hair... and had an aura about him that drove me nuts. It was a temporary thing.

I remember the last place we moved to.... but I think it was more than one residence. We were neighbors it seems. I lived with a girl who had a peculiar relation to me and what might have been her family and my family had just moved in next door. I remember going to some sort of baseball throwing contest with my family. It was at that moment, while we stood their preparing for competition with one another that it struck me.. something wasn't right. I had just congratulated my family for finally making the move to Greenville and that they would be so much happier now, but I suddenly knew something wasn't right. I kept straining to remember where I had lived before I recent move, but the only memories that could come to mind were places in my dream. But... I knew there was something more, something I couldn't put my finger on. What I didn't know, but soon realized once I woke up was that I had completely forgotten about my life outside of my dream. I began to panic a little and before I knew it, I was awake in a new place. Everything seemed immediately familiar, yet, I still hadn't gotten a grasp of where I was or who I was. I just knew I was back where I belonged. Like a sudden rush, memories flooded my brain and I was myself again, all memories intact... and the life I lived the night before quickly began to vanish as though it never had happened.

It is dreams like this that make me wonder how fragile one's memory really is. It seems that in an instant, it truly can be gone....

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