Mindgardens Dreams

We bought a house as we do in so many of my dreams that resembled a house we lived at in Greenwood. As it always turns out, we weren't happy there so we continued to look. Somehow, we ended up in this single wide trailor (that I was absolutely horrified about). It seemed fairly new and as we stepped in, a huge wind began to blow quickly reminding me one of the reasons I never wanted to live in another trailor again. I'm thinking this is temporary, especially since this home was located right in the middle of a city with a parking lot for a yard and a gas station behind us. I remember walking up to my door one evening and seeing some people rushing into the gas station, one man with a huge automatic weapon in hand. I made a quick dash towards my home and hid at my front door, hoping noone had seen me. I wasn't so lucky. A woman had spotted me, strangely enough, she was mexican, and came after me. I don't know how she caught me but the next thing I knew, she was demanding...

I vaguely remember kissing a certain someone again... wow... it's a trend. Anyway, that dream didn't stick for long. I was with my family (Mom, Brothers, Grandmother and Son) at some car lot it seems. We were friends of this man who had left his really nice car there. Well, we decided he wouldn't mind if we just borrowed his car so we found his keys and started to load up into the car. I quickly realized that maybe that wasn't such a good idea afterall and told everyone we needed to get out of the car. Apparently, this car had some sort of alarm system that detects when the doors are left open for an extended period of time and began a warning signal letting us know it was about to transmit a message to the security company that someone might be stealing the car. My Grandmother was still in the car and had refused to get out stating that it would be fine for us to use it, so I was racing against time to convince her to get out, get the keys back into their compartment a...

I am now living alone with my son in this highrise loft apartment. The neighboring buildings had just caught fire near the top but firemen were able to extinguish the fires before they did any damage. I remember standing on my balcony, watching the flames and seeing all the people huddled together in their windows, watching as well while panicking because they were still in their burning buildings. My son was still a small baby or perhaps I had a new son. I keep thinking my 18 month old was away with my Mom, so I must have had another child. This small life is so precious and I am loving being a mother to him. I put him down to sleep and watch him for a few minutes before leaving the room. Out of the blue, someone I thought I'd never speak to again showed up at my door. Had he given up on his relationship to come see me? No, I think he still wanted to maintain that. He just fell prey to his own weaknesses again. We begin to make love and continue to do so for the entire night. I re...

I'm living once again in the run-down old house we used to live in located in Ware Shoals. It was once a nice little place on 3 acres out in the country and my family had owned it before having lost it to unpaid taxes. I remember trying so hard to save the place, but my credit wasn't good enough to get a loan at the time and I really just didn't know the right avenues to take to do what needed to be done, plus, it would have hampered my goals to move to Greenville to live and work. My memories of this place are mostly unhappy as this is where I spent a good part of my teenage years growing up and if anyone knows me, they'd know those were some of the hardest years of my life. Anyway, the place, as it is in most of my dreams, is being remodeled or is in some sort of livable condition, although there are holes in the floor and walls in the master bedroom and places where the wall was just non-existent. In reality, its ceiling was falling in and rain was always pouring int...

We finally make a new move into a new house. My husband and family aren't the people I know outside of my dream world. In fact, my mother-in-law turns out to be a mysteriously evil witch who has her house connected to ours but I don't discover this until later. The house is huge, built of fancy, red brick stones with big finely carved glass windows. Every surrounding house in the neighborhood has an enchanting look about them. The lawns are perfectly manicured and all of the yards beautifully landscaped with luscious green grass, huge, towering oaks, and a variety of other magnificent trees such as elms and weeping willows. It is like a scene from a fairy tale. The steps at the front of the house are made of brick with a grand entrance but the steps to the side entrance where most family members might prefer to enter the house were made quite differently, obviously more for exquisite beauty and annoyance than anything else. They were these very oddly shaped tree branches cut to...

I'm in some sort of funpark adventure where there is this pool of water that does these odd waves that people come to ride. There is a bank on the other side that people get out at and make their way back to where they started. For some reason, I am not interested in going back to where I started. Instead, I climb over the fence in search of something beyond. I have Jonathan with me and it is a struggle to get the both of us across. He is older and not the baby he is now. Next I remember being in my house, but it wasn't the same house. It was a strange house yet I knew it was mine. We're in the midst of a huge thunderstorm and the rain somehow buckled the side of one of my walls like paper does when it gets wet. I'm worried and concerned about how we'd ever be able to sell this place and get out if there is such massive damage done. There are people with me, I suppose they are family, but nobody I know. Before I know it, I'm off in an old-style car with a famil...

I vaguely remember chatting on the computer again with an old "friend" and wondering why we were talking again but the dream was fleeting and gave way to more adventurous ones. My former manager was having a party in her honor and I was invited. It was the most amazing place! There were many levels and it was so artistic with inside rivers and fountains and such beautiful lighting. The place was so huge and there were so many people there. I remember there being mazes of rivers that you could float down and that's what we did. I was constantly trying to find her and when I finally did, we had a wonderful talk, but I don't remember what we talked about. I just know it was very heart felt and pleasant. She had been busy enjoying her retirement. I remember preparing to take another trip to Florida, except, this time I was living at my parents house and somehow, their home was nothing like I had ever remembered. I wasn't married and not a mother or at least it seemed ...

I'm in an upstairs room surrounded by people, many whom I know well. One of my good guy friends comes up to me and makes a very hurtful comment about my weight and laughs. His wife is shocked and we exchange confused glaces at each other. He is obviously intoxicated and had too much to drink but I am insulted and hurt so I tell him off and rush out of the room and down the stairs. I find myself in another room even more crowded than the last. Everyone is dancing around me and having a great time. I soon forget the hurt feelings I had but in the back of my mind is a reminder that I should watch what I eat. Next thing I know, I have a yummy box of valentine chocolates in my hand. They are so irresistable that I begin eating them. They taste soooo good. No! I can't have them so I start offering everone a piece until they are gone. Shortly after, I head outside where I see this huge play set with slides and swings and all kinds of fun tunnels and such. It must have been as large as...